Neuropathy (Senryu)

Pin pricks of torture

Pronged edges invade my skin

Neuropathic pain

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I have peripheral neuropathy and at night my feet burn yet are numb at the same time. 

A battle scar from chemotherapy.

Senryu: same as Haiku structure but the theme is generally related to relationships or feelings while Haiku stresses nature

Despondency

This insanity within me, doomed
by years of self-hatred, fumes
out stygian disputes in every room.
If I could bite out my own tongue
and take back those words I flung
as I tumbled down your ladder rung….

Tears washed out, emcumbered thought inward turns.
Am I so lost to kindness that I spurn
the same friendship for which I yearn?
Your replies put me to shame
for my tempestuous responses are to blame
yet I fear the result would be the same…..

My anger fattens on pernicious self-hate
an unsolicited, pitiable estranged state!
Perhaps…someday…you will relate
and forgive my deleterious faults
when I, with impulsivity halted,
tirelessly re-stock our friendship vault.

Now bereft from redolent friendship, so hard won!
I would gladly eat those words, that foul dung,
for I am lost in this haze of shunned
scorn! How can that blasted sun
shine with fiery joy that duns
my squeezing heart, heavily stunned…..

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We have all lost friends from tempestuous words hastily said….